I would like some feedback on this...when I first joined DS back in July I had been going through a really s**t time for several years..serious depression which had emerged many times throughout my life..ruined relationships/dreams/ambitions, many times brought me to the brink of suicide etc..I have since though been feeling continually better, more hopeful, happier,more optimistic..I hesitate so much to say this in case fate or whatever slaps me in the mush again...somehow I have attained some of my goals geared toward getting my wants and needs met..I am experiencing a more continual contentment than I ever have...thing is..I wonder if I should still be on here, I have met amazing people, made what I would hope to be lifelong friends, I dont want to leave them or DS and it would seem mean and small minded to leave all this just because I feel ok..even good at the moment,,I want to give back,,but maybe dont want to be berated because I now..after so many years feel good about me and my life..still have many issues, and sadnesses to deal with..I wonder If there is room for me here feeling ok with me...
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