I am really struggling right now. I live out of state away from family. I haven't seen my mom in 3 years. We talk once a week though. Recently I have been having strong feelings that I need to go visit her. I get this feeling that she may die soon. She's only 56, but these feelings are scaring me. My mom and I didn't always get along, but we are improving. Last night, I was laying down to go to sleep, and I just started sobbing. I sobbed for about 2 hours just because I want to see my mom. I priced a bus ticket, but I can't afford it. I don't know why I'm crying like this all of a sudden. I'm still feeling sad today. Sorry, I'm just venting. Thanks for listening.
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