Another day with no hope on the horizon, I feel like Im in a boat drifting aimlessly on the sea. I cant make friends because I cant trust my judgment, I trust people with stuff and later they use it against me. I have no children, and only my job which lately has been very difficult. So, why do I keep going? I have everything I need and it will only take a few seconds to solve all the problems. So, maybe Ill call in dead today, cant do that really cause theyd just send the cops but sick will do the trick.
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