I've been depressed now for days....cannot seem to kick it or get interested in anything.....I have to move in two weeks...Im falling behind in my classes.....I dont know where I went.....I have many things I hold inside that I am currently struggling with that of course I bottle on the inside. I discuss them in therapy but I have the type of doctors that are lose the drama make the changes kind of people. I feel like Im in a box longing for direction and understanding. I am in limbo in my relationship due to my partner has PTSD and really we just struggle with major compatibility issues. We love each other immensely but just dont know what to do....leave or stay.....My children are frustrated with me because they do not understand my lows lately and my lack of socializing even with them. I am quiet often and just stay in my room. I ran to my moms for about two weeks til she forced me to go back home and get things done due to all the upcoming changes. I am just stuck, sad, and dont know how to change this.....Im so lost and tired of trying to run away from myself.....I dont want to run from my responsibilities I just want to run from this feeling of hollow....this feeling of disinterest in life....this feeling of longing to laugh but dont know how....Is there anyone out there that has any tips of slow change process?
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