It all started when i saw faces ,i heard heavy breathing and images i kept seeing his shadow and his face and then i just sat they shaking and crying i couldnt even think my stomach was hurting( girly problems)i couldnt help but crying i kept saying its okay just a mirage but it didnt work i started digging my nails into to my arms trying to pierce my veins it didnt work ,i eventually calmed a bit down then my mum started again i wanted to die so much when they went o ut i ran downstairs crying grabbing a knife it wasnt big but it was sharp then i started cutting not to die to ease the pain and the anger inside me i threw the knife across room im scared that im going to give my life up im so scared plzz help..what should i do.?
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