the low just never ends. i was pain free for a month, had huge flare up (fibromyalgia) right after i saw dr. i've had severe winter depression on top of it; every morning i try to find reason 2 stay alive. if i cant see one (esp. in winter) i try 2 sleep as much as poss. then i'm still alive in case i feel better once in a while. my dad died violently in 2005; not over that yet. mike is supportive; takes me to dr. &gets my meds, but totally gave up on me romantically. for something i have no control over. sorry for the long ramble; i need advice. how can i get out of this slump? and how can i find my post again? they dissappear fast. and THANK YOU to all the friends i've made here so far.
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