I feel overwhelmed by sadness. I'm always on the verge of crying. I don't want to be like this anymore. The one person that I thought I could depend on hates me because I get angry with him. I feel like I can't talk to anyone about this. I just want to be happy. I just want to feel better. I don't know what to do. Everything is scary to me. Leaving my appartment is scary to me. Going outside is scary to me. My head is cloudy and I don't know why. Why can't I help myself? Why arn't I a stronger person?
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