I got another infection and ended up in the hospital again. I am staying at my family's winter home with only nursing staff. I am not allowed to be around hubby or kids cause my immune system is to low. I am on oxygen and lots of other crap. lately I just keep thinking why am I doing this why am I fighting for my life. I don't be live in suicide not going to do that I just keep thinking I just want to stop fighting and just let it happen. I just can't do this anymore I know I am so whinny I just can't stop crying.
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Psalm 103:1-2 (NLT) "Let all that I am praise the LORD; with my whole heart, I will praise his holy name. (2) Let all that I am praise the LORD; may I never forget the good things he does for me."
I picked up my brother's ashes the other day at the funeral home which is one of the hardest things I've ever had to do and after I was handed the box containing the 4 small urns, the young man had me sign a paper and then told me to have great day. I was stunned and speechless. How about saying something like "I'm so sorry for your loss"?