Today was one of the worst days I've had emotionally. I feel like I'm losing my mind. I've been anxious and depressed all day to the point of seriously contemplating suicide. As if I wasn't feeling bad enough my parents came home and started up with the same bullshit. "You need to push yourself, stop moping." Like I want to be this fucking way. Then they accused me of not taking my meds, which is total fucking bullshit. At that point I stormed out of the house, I'm not strong enough to deal with that shit tonight. I don't know what to do anymore, I'm at my wit's end.
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