I am having horrible day again. I was feeling ok for few days, now boom, dropped into the pits of hell again. Driving home few minutes ago I saw a sign somebody put up on a post, their cat is missing, the sign has been there for a couple months now, on the bottom of the sign it says they miss their cat so much, I now am in tears again over this. I know they are hurting, I've lost pets, everything makes me cry and so sad, sign, everything. Why? Will this ever away? Everytime I drive anyplace I see that sign nailed onto a power pole, and it makes me cry, and hurt to the core of my soul? The sign was made by a child, and her/his cat is gone. I don't know what to do, I want to help. I do not want to feel sad all the time, and I mean sad to the core of my soul. This is hell.
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