i feel so down and depressed. i have been abused all my life by family and others. the pain is still there no matter what i do. life has been so hard to deal w/ and get through everyday. why does there seem to be no real help for me? what is the answer? i have done all i can do and have tried to get better every way i know how but here i am. i feel so helpless and hopeless. will the rest of my life be this way? if so why? why? what did i do to deserve this and why can't it get better? i am feeling really low right now. i don't understand why things are this way and why there is such a lack of support. the professionals don't help much at all or really seem to make an effort. they don't know what to do either. i don't know what to do. im just so low right now.
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