hi ppl,just woke up and not feeling refreshed one bit.i feel more locked up in my mind than i have done for a long time,its not a nice feeling.2 b honest i want 2 die and give up on life,i feel there is no helping me at the moment.my depression is deep and my anxiety high,and i carnt get out of it.im feeling lost,scared and i really dont know wat 2 do for the best.i dont want 2 b feeling like this everyday,it aint fair.i had a call off the police yesterday 2 say that the guy who raped me has pleaded not guilty,which i knew would happen,but was also hoping wouldnt.now there looking at starting trial dates in december which aint good cuz of christmas.
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