i am sick of not sleeping at night i just can't the nightmares and flashbacks are getting real bad if i even try to sleep and the anger is too. i just hope the depression doesn't get worse i dont know what i would do if it did. i am scared to death it will get worse and i will do something to myself and it not work. i wouldn't mind doing anything if i knew for a fact it would work but i can't end up in the hospital again for it. i have to make sure it is fool proof. as some ppl said at the group though what are my parents waiting for my depression to get to the point where i do do something crazy and end up in the hospital.....sorry this is long im just sick of this shit
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