I woke up and realized today that it has been 6 months since i have seen my daughter. I miss her so much....it hurts so bad not to be able to talk to her, watch her shows with her, just visit with her. I have tried to repair whatever bridge got broke but it's hard since Im getting punished for someone elses actions.
It started when my mom got mad at my daughter and stated she didn't want her around anymore if she was going to keep acting like a brat. Of course i get blamed because of their argument.
Fast forward to now. My daughter is visiting my mother but refuses to come and see me. I have tried talking to her and working it out but she won't talk about it.
It hurts so badly to not see her and not know what the hell i can do to fix things.
I grew up without a father...yes she has a stepdad and i did to for a little while but it hurts me because my father was so important to me even when he wasn't in my life and yet she is so lucky that i want to be a part of her life and i want to be around her but she has lost all interest in visiting me or caring about me.
It hurts so badly.
have this final assignment and it's been beating me up. we don't have support through the school so i'm basically figuring it out on my own. i have no motivation to do it and am resorting to things like caffeine pills to get me through this. it's worth 40% of my mark. my grades from my other courses are fine so one bad grade is not the end of the world, i'll still pass.if i forget about this...
So, I have a boyfriend. We've been dating for about 9 months and I feel like it's going okthe thing is that I'm trying to find the best was possible to tell him something that I think would make him feel bad. Ya know the fact that I am very suicidal and tried to kill myself last year.is this even something I should tell him or is it one of those ones that won't come to bite me in the butt if I...