i have been fighting a battle here with my depression for years. Although it's been going on for so long, just the past week has been really bad. Yesterday was terrible but today is even worse. i had some bad thoughts yesterday and todays are worse. i have so many things lined up in front of me (along with the rope in the garage all strung up) as methods yet don't know what one to choose... i can't live this way any more! i'm done. i've fought long enough! i'm weak and not fighting any more.
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