im single...it feels chronically...any boyfriends ive had...ive just got into these sad depressive states and i sorta lose interest and cant hold conversations..i have big problems spending time alone with people for fear I wont be fun...i feel i bore people and so push them away...feels like I can never have a normal relationship..a guy recently has expressed interest he sees me as a bright cheery person as this is how I come across..but if he spent time with me id realise how sad and low I get...why put somene through that..should i just tell him now..look I know me..im a good person but im awful company..does anyone else feel like this? I look around and everywhere i go I see people laughing and joking and spending so much time together..it scares me...even people i know really well...its a hard thing to admit to people too....does anyone else feel like this..maybe i am just hideously boring and i should just forget it...hermit off somewhere and try do something positive for humanity instead of causing awkwad silences and uncomfortableness for those who are unlucky enough to get stuck with me....
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