I was so excited last night because my husband was off work. Well like always it didnt turn out anywhere close to what I wanted. As soon as he came home from class the first thing he did was start playing playstation. I finnaly went to be around one all pouty and sad. Then around three my husband comes in with my son and puts my son in bed with me. Says he fell out of bed and couldnt get him to go back to sleep. So needless to say my husband ended up sleeping on the couch. Now since he has to work tonight hes asleep now in my bed. I mean I try really hard to be a good wife. I make sure hes fed before work or class. He has clean clothes, a clean house, happy healthy clean kids, and I wait on him hand and foot. I mean I cant remember the last time he has filled up his own coffee cup. I am an attractive woman who takes care of herself. Granted im a little heavy set now but thats due to things I cant control. I say to him I want you to spend some time with me. Or can we cuddle on the couch and watch a movie? But nothing. Its so hurtful. Is there something wrong with me? Am I doing something wrong? I was so excited last night because he was off work. Just to get my hopes up and have them shot down like always.
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