I realize that many of you would probably like me to go to the teen depression community...but nobody is ever there. I'm still so hopeless about life. I can't find a purpose to it. I can't find out why I have to be here suffering. I can't find out what I have to do to be happy. I can't take it anymore. I'm always doing what everybody else wants me to do. I have no control over my life. There's nothing I can do about it. I think I'm just gonna give up because fighting isn't doing me any good. Its just making me suffer because it's a fight I'll never win.
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