I came back from school early today because I am not feeling well. I have been light headed all day and started throwing up.It all came out of nowhere too. I am freaking tired as hell and somehow supposed to be studying. I am starting to crack under the pressure of wanting to go back to using heroin. I am having very very strong cravings. I am all alone at school...my friends wont talk to me and my boyfriend wont anymore either. I miss him but I know i have to separate myself. Part of me wants to recover and a lot of me says whatever. Everything is all over the place in my mind and I am worrying about everything...I just needed to vent before I completely break down.
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