Where do I start....... I've been dealing with a sickness since February. When I first got sick I weighed 191. Now I weigh 140 and I am still losing because I am unable to eat or hold anything down. In May I was diagnosed with H. Pylori (which I had before in 2011) I took all the medicine for it and it disappered. Well in between all that time I had been to numerous doctors visits and had several tests run on me. One test discovered I had a Hiatial Hernia. In August I was hospitalized and my gall bladder was removed. After that my syptoms only increased and I was again hospitalized at the end of September. I was in two different hospitals and still nothing. When I mentioned the hernia, I was told that it shouldn't cause me a great deal of pain like I was in and I was released I continue to have pain and still have a hard time holding food down, so bad sometimes water even hurts.
Today I get a call from the docotr that had seen me during my stay at the first hospital. He had told me that the H. Pylori had returned, so more medicine on top of the other medicine that I have been prescribed already. I'm so sick of taking the medicine that don't help me to only take more medicine. It has just taken so much out of me. My life is so revolved around this sickness that it isn't even funny. My depression is at an all time high.
I’m sick of having this dark cloud over me all the time (as I’m sure you all can relate to as well). It’s just not fair. Why can some people feel joy, or any emotion really, and all I can feel is numb, but with an underlying darkness? And I feel like a burden to the joyful people. They’re getting things done all around me and I’m just barely existing, taking up space, in their way. I...
i have a question has anyone tried TMS for depression. If you have or know anyone that has did it work. Thanks for the info greatly appreciated.