My name is Amber and I suffer from depression. It is not a surprise considering everything I have been through. My husband and I have been together for 8 yrs and married for 2yrs. We are high school sweethearts and have always been there for each other. At 15 yrs old I discovered that after a lot of abusive relationships that my mom was a lesbian. It was something I was very uncomfortable with at such a young age. My stepfather was extremely abusive both mentally and physically towards my mother and us kids. I dont remember much of anything good about my childhood. My mom and I's relationship is very rocky due to the decisions she made when I was younger. I am 23 yrs old now and have become very strong and independent but sometimes my depression takes over my body and I cannot control my emotions. My husband and I have experienced 2 miscarriages in the last 9 months which has really left us feeling pretty weak. My brother was recently arrested and may spend a couple of years in prison. I hardly ever see my sister due to choices she has made. My husband and I just bought a house and are very proud of our accomplishments. I just wish I could get my emotions under control.
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