I just talked to the doctor. She said stop taking wellbutrin. I told her I don't want the risperal cause I don't want to gain weight and I feel groggy. She said I am on such a low dose I won't gain weight and in a few days the groggyness will go away. But I asked her about still taking the wellbutrin cause suicide would pop in my head every day for a week. And I thought I told her that in my session yesterday. ( She was at home didn't have my file with her) She asked if I wanted to go to a hospital , but I told her that I don't think I would do anything. I don't c the point of suicide. But it just freaks me out about thinking that way. What happens if you go to the hospital , will that go on your personal record? I just can't afford it , even if I wanted to. Should I go to a new doc?
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