Well I've been really depressed, & I can't seem to get normal or happy again, because I'm depressed about a break up I've had & they were my whole world, & I've so far been cutting, drinking a little, not a lot, & also taken A LOT of pain reliever/headache pills. & well my ex, thinks I should go on antidepressants to make me "better" but I don't know what I should do, because I don't see if this antidepressant stuff is gonna really make me better & get over my ex & forget about everything that ever happend between us...& even if it does make me better, ill only be fake happy...not real happy...so I dont know whether I should take them or not...HELP PLEASE!!
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