Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!! i woke up late AGAIN! And what did i do? instead of huring to go to clinical i just sat there in bed... thinking how much of a failure i am. Now i'm probably going to fail the class cause my professor is a hard A__! I would honestly have gone today but i know that when i get there the embarressment of being so late. why do i do this to myself. now i'll have to make up this clinical day or I won't pass the class. then what? all that money wasted. and the humiliation of not passing.... why did i decide to go back to school.

and to top it off i just wrote a long journal about the whole ordeal and i accident click on a link and lost it all... do i feel like typing in over??? NOOOOO but i do feel like throwing this computer across the room!