i have had a shit weekend, can't move for peple watching me. hence i have to live a bitlonger. my daughter got attacked on sat night, and my husband was assaulted while trying to help her. It's 7.10am here and the police are coming at 7.30 to take another statement. then they are going lift the people that done it. she was attacked before and when we got the police involved they put our windows in. now i am a bag of nerves. i don't need this. i think i am a jinx and bad things happen to us because i am bad. they will all be better off when i am gone. my daughter is fine by the way, just very upset and angry. i feel i can't even protect my family, so why am i here. not for long