my lovey of 8 years has told me thaT its too late for a relationship. she thinks i dont care or love her anymore ..which couldnt be futher from the truth.i love with a deep passion..she is my everything..we still live together with our son..for financial reasons..its so hard to see her and want to reach out and hold her in my arms again...its a pain that ive never felt..im so sad ..ive tryed telling her how i feel but she wont talk to me about it ..we didnt even talk when she dumped me ,,it was just over in her eyes ..the worst part is that i literally have noone to talk to ..she was my only friend and now shes gone..i have noone absolutly noone..all i have is my son and he tell me to stop crying..coz thats all i do is cry..its a lonliness that i would never wish on anyone..i need a friend and i dont know how to reachout to her i leave notes and encourage her as much as i can but im not getting anything back from her as far as our relationship...this life has become so lonely and heart breaking..i just wanna be happy with my lovey again...i wish she could hear this ..i wish she would give me the chance to show her...
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