as some of you may know, my great-grandma has been in the hospital for the last week fighting pnemonia. she is 95, and this morning, she passed away. i know people say "oh she was 95, she lived a long life", and i know that, but it doesn't make it any easier to loose her. she was like a 2nd mom to me. she has been in my life for 22 years, and now...shes gone. i keep hoping that she knew how much i loved her and how much she meant to me. i kind of feel like this is my fault in a way. when i said my prayers last night, i asked god to take her if he wasn't going to heal her, because she didn't deserve to suffer. i'm so lost in emotion right now. i don't know what to say or what to do.i don't know when we will have the funeral, but i feel that i should speak at it. i don't know. i just wish she could have stayed with me forever.thank you to everyone who was praying for her and my family. it means alot to me.
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