well, six weeks have past and my disability has run out but i am in no rush to go back to work. you see my last job laid me off while i was pregnant for my son "mundee" (nickname i created for him) and i never had intentions of going back to work full time. however, my husband has been having some trouble at his job and i am afraid i might have to go back to work. so now i have been trying to start this online retail store but i never have the time to sit down to write the codes b/c mundee needs me. so for me, i am home to take care of him but at the same time if i don't continue my project i will have to take him to a daycare center. my husband offers to help but i'd rather b/c i don't want him to make me feel guilty of him doing all the work. which he has already done but i don't throw it in his face. the only thing i can think to do if faced with this dilema is to sell my car so my husband feels less pressure on all the bills. boy, that felt good to let out. i never talk bad about my husband b/c i don't want my friends and family members to know how serious my depression had gotten so far. i can't say he is the total blame but he sure is part of the problem.
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