the ups and downs of this stupid disease. One week I'm great. The next I have major anxiety and panic attacks. Now I have sunk into this awful dark empty depression feeling again! I woke up this morning, after having woken up every hour all night, and felt like there was a war going on in my stomach and chest. Panic in my stomach. Once I got up, I immediately felt like going back to bed and crying until I fell back asleep. I HATE THIS!! I'm sick of it! I am constantly trying to hld it together at work and in front of my kids. I don't want to do this anymore.
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