
Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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I am so tired of one second feeling fine then the next minute ready to end it all. I have been to doctors and friends and it just doesn't seem to get better. Today for example I have been down, then the doctors where not going to refil my pain meds, and I am just so tired of it all. I even planned out a fool proof way of killing myself, where no one would know they would all just think I disappered. I AM JUST PLAIN TIRED OF IT ALL!!!!
I am done talking I was better at hidding myself from the world and because of all of these damn things they are all comming to the surface, I can't handle my emotions and I am not in control.
So thats all folks?
I rememeber I called a suicide prevention one time and I told the person on the other end I wanted to die, their resonce " If you where seriously wanting to die then just do it already quit whinning" LOL don't you just love society?
I am done talking I was better at hidding myself from the world and because of all of these damn things they are all comming to the surface, I can't handle my emotions and I am not in control.
So thats all folks?
I rememeber I called a suicide prevention one time and I told the person on the other end I wanted to die, their resonce " If you where seriously wanting to die then just do it already quit whinning" LOL don't you just love society?
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Like when dealing with corporations over bills, or whatever. I think it is the fact that I dont like rules and that I feel like if they dont give me a chance to speak, or just repeeat themselves no matter what I say, that they arent listening. Which would be a weak spot for me when I feel people arent listening to me.
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