Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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deleted_user
deleted_user
I am so tired of one second feeling fine then the next minute ready to end it all. I have been to doctors and friends and it just doesn't seem to get better. Today for example I have been down, then the doctors where not going to refil my pain meds, and I am just so tired of it all. I even planned out a fool proof way of killing myself, where no one would know they would all just think I disappered. I AM JUST PLAIN TIRED OF IT ALL!!!!

I am done talking I was better at hidding myself from the world and because of all of these damn things they are all comming to the surface, I can't handle my emotions and I am not in control.

So thats all folks?

I rememeber I called a suicide prevention one time and I told the person on the other end I wanted to die, their resonce " If you where seriously wanting to die then just do it already quit whinning" LOL don't you just love society?
deleted_user
deleted_user
olba, don't know who you talked to, but they had no business answering that phone. As to the rest, you're not alone, seriously, had a similar plan myself once. Not the answer. Met so many good people here, now I gotta be around, for them, if not myself.
deleted_user
deleted_user
i got a response like that from a mental health support worker at the hospital, when I said I wanted to kill myself she said "So why dont you just go do it then?" 110% tact. Ignore idiotic people like that, they shouldnt be in the porfession. As for how you feel, I dont have the answers, and it would be hypocrital of me to tell you not to do anything after what I just did. But I hope you dont do anything, as I'd really miss you. You've been a great friend to me and I'd hate to lose you...just message me anytime yeh? Just try and avoid doing anything too drastic if you can, I need you to stick around hun xxx
ChiTownBear
ChiTownBear
I know I am learning to control my emotions when things dont go my way. I can be perfectly fine, then I can just hit the total opposite at an extreme level.

Like when dealing with corporations over bills, or whatever. I think it is the fact that I dont like rules and that I feel like if they dont give me a chance to speak, or just repeeat themselves no matter what I say, that they arent listening. Which would be a weak spot for me when I feel people arent listening to me.
ChiTownBear
ChiTownBear
ok, well I hit the wrong button, it was a slip, I wasnt done.

With everything coming out, the emotions are expected and I am real surprised you got a response like that. Especially if you are working with someone and they know this is coming to a head.

what is your next step to get to someone? Do you have a therapist you can call?
MaRhianna
MaRhianna
I'm sorry you feel so low, it's awful I know. But don't give up.....never give up.....your children love you and need you. Please hang in there.
deleted_user
deleted_user
I am tired of dealing with doctors there just there for the paycheck anyway. My mind is made up, I will get through the weekend and then just disapper. I am just tired of it all. I just want to go to sleep!
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