Hello and thank you all for taking the time to help me. I have been divorced since last February and since then I have experienced my OCD symptoms again after a 9 year period of relief, depression, anxiety, and depersonalization symptoms. I seek therapy and take meds but it is not helping. The last several months I have been experiencing obsessive thoughts about suicide. It comes and goes. I feel so confused about who I am and the feeling of looking in at myself or observing myself ( depersonalization) that it makes the suicidal thoughts more intense. I don't believe I really want to die but this all confuses me. How do you know if you really want to or not? Thank you, Brett
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