i have always for my whole life had a very high self esteem even though i was born with cleft lip and palate bilateral and since my depression i have really noticed a downfall in my self imagery i feel why me why did i have to be born with such deformity that i can not hide it is there everyday as a reminder for me to see i hate it i feel unpretty and unwanted i dont even know why i am posting this i guess because i ned to vent it out its not something that i can hide it sits on my face for the world to see i have posted a pic of me on here briefly in order to gelp out my view my self image i am really at a lost for how i feel i think there is more to this then i know ????
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