Oh honey!! I don't know anything about cutting except what I've seen on tv. But...I hope you find comfort somewhere...*hug*

I am so sorry you feel like this, psyche. I am not a cutter, but I do understand the low feeling. I know the holidays don't help. I wish I knew what to say to make you feel better.

Yes, that is usually when I cut and cut the worst. When I have intense emotions I cannot get out I hurt myself.. not always cut... I sometimes hit myself as well.

Lately, tho I have been coming on here and asking for help. Have had a lot of help from people keeping me alive and sane.

*hugs*

I am not a cutter, but I have been low enough to just cry, and throw things on occasion. What happened with the x honey?

Am not a cutter hun.I self harm by drinking or smoking though and I understand your sadness xx

Thanks for all the kindness...makes me cry, but in the good way...LOL...my ex decided that he couldn't live with a depressed person and left me after 7 years together and now I feel unloved, unwanted, all the bad things and with my family being dead and not having him, well...it just built up...he acts like he's just going on with his life like the breakup is no big deal and I'm dying inside more and more each day. I even joined eharmony and to this day I've never responded to anyone even though I pay the money for it. I loved him and did everything for him and then he just left. In one day he was out of my life. gone...and now I live in a place where I don't know anyone or anything....I miss him so much. I shouldn't talk to him at all, but I don't know anyone else to talk to. His sister just found out last year that her husband of 20 years was cheating on her...w/in 3 months she met a great new guy and they're going on a cruise for xmas....I f**king hate myself and her and all the world....why do some people get all the luck and the rest of us have to suffer in silence so we don't bother the "normals".....the blood is always there....thanks again everyone....and great big bear hugs to you all!!!!!xxxooxxoo

you need to give someone else a chance and realize he isnt coming back ever! I know its hard but use that eharmony site u never know.

I don't know why things are like that... I wish I did. I miss my boyfriend, but he died .. he didn't just leave me.

yes, the blood is always there, but that's isn't always a good thing.

please hang on...

Life can be really shitty, and its not fair, and i'm sorry you're having a really bad time, at least being on here you're not alone.I know you're probably beating yourself up over the cutting, but you've done it now, don't give yourself a hard time over it. Take it easy.

xxxxxoooooo's

totally getting that. When I used to cut I just wanted to tear the flesh off my arm because i felt so sad, so pissed off. If not I'd just scratch fuck out of my arms for the hell of it. I won't do that again though. Resolved to it.

You have just totally explained how i am when i feel the need to cut. So you are not the only one, I always feel so stupid the next day and have to wear longs tops so no-one see's. Trying to sort myself out though and i really hope you do to. Here if you need to chat xx

Can relate to being in a new place and not knowing anyone...you won't ever know about the eharm site unless you give it a whirl. I've always heard you have to buy a ticket if you want to play lotto. So, if your looking for someone new, get our there and find him.

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