Hello all, I suffer from clinic depression and seems to be VERY seasonal. I have been hospitalized three times now (2 inpatient and 1 outpatient) and all three times it happened in October. So now of course I hate the month of October. It's the end of August and I swear I feel it coming on already. I don't know if it's because I think about it all the time or if it's really the depression. I have all my skills ready with self help books, therapist, psychiatrist, etc but constantly worry. My anxiety has gotten worse as well for no apparent reason. Does anyone else feel this way?
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