just wondering what the hell is wrong w/ some of these guys out there... went to a party last night, all wasted, went back to my buddy's sisters (don't even know what happened to me), me, his sis, their cousin (happens to be one of my best friends bro's), his girlfriend and this other guy i party w/ here and there, he lives there too, and my buddy for years john... well... okay... their cousin (my girl's bro) is pretty much a slut. he's kinda been after me since i was fifteen or so (he's gotta be almost ten years older, not such a big deal now, but then... not so good)... but whatever, we're hanging out, having drinks, he was my smoking buddy. his girlfriend (happens to be pregnant) leaves and he's all trying to get in my pants. i've been through this w/ him before. the whole ass grabbing, trying to kiss me, come cuddle up w/ me, "i've always looked at you and wondered why you get with such scumbags... i just don't get why you don't have some guy blowing tons of money on you. you're gorgeous. you're amy's only friend i actually like..." uhhhh... yeah. lay it on a LITTLE thicker there, buddy. NOT interested at all... we had this discussion earlier that night, how i don't get how he cheats on his girl, not cool at all. i mean, i sleep w/ his cousin, good friends w/ his sister, he's in a relationship... all late, everyones all wasted and geeked out, i go lay down in drew's room, he's already crashed, and dude comes in and leans in all close, rubbing my arm... "hey, honey, you know theres another room down the hall..." ummmm.... how about no?.... definately not... not in a MILLION years... not six years ago, not tonight, not ever... i didn't even try to be nice about it... just "i'm STRAIGHT, bro", threw up the "rock out" sign, rolled over and crashed. what a fucking scumbag... any small amount of faith i do have left in the male population has been GREATLY diminished after that one. high fucking five to you, buddy... moron.
god, don't know why this bothers me so much, but give me a break here. i might make some pretty stupid mistakes, but really... who the fuck does he think i am?? who does he think he is??
grrr... just venting... sorry.