I made the biggest mistake in my life today. It started this morning. My mom woke me up at 8 and told me to get out to the farm. I am sick, I have a fever and an upset stomach and the runs and all that good stuff that goes with the flu, and I tried to tell her that I felt miserable and that I needed to stay home. Well, that pissed her off and she started screaming at me about how lazy I am and all that...so I finally said I'd go if she would take me out there. I wrecked my car and my mom's car isn't legal. The stickers are out of date and there is no insurance. I told her I wasn't driving her car because it could get me in trouble. That made her even more mad, but she took me. I knew she was mad and I started freaking out like I do when somebody is mad at me. When I got to the farm, I started crying and I ended up telling my grandparents that I have a problem with smoking pot. The last thing on earth I wanted them to know was that I smoke weed. Of course, it upset them, and they want me to go to NA now and they want me to talk to my mom and all this stuff and I'm so scared to talk to her because she is going to kill me when she finds out I told them about the weed...she is going to get super pissed. I don't know what to do....would somebody please talk with me, I am starting to freak out again, pretty badly. Don't know what I am going to do, but time is wasting....I need answers and soon, before I have to take the difficult route....please, I'm begging somebody, anybody....please help me.
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