About a month ago I moved into a dorm for my junior year of college. This is my first time living away from home and was looking forward to meeting new people. Instead I have been stressing about finding and internship and so far have had no luck. The people I like with I feel like do not appreciate me. One that I thought I was friends with constantly makes jokes about my weight or my virginity. I know he thinks hes being funny and while it isnt hurting my feelings per say it sucks that even in a new enviornment I have become a joke. My whole life has been filled by rejection and the jokes of my suitemates along with my inability to land an internship are killing me. Tired of being alone.
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