Hi everyone just wanted to let you know I have been on the phone with scared today. She is having some serious issues that need to be delt with. One in particular is this on going need for certain individuals that keep calling /txting or IMing her with "I feel suicidal" or lacing in to her with guilt trips for not answering them when they call. There is one in particular that I PM'd and asked if they would cease and desist...it fell on deaf ears. I will not mention this person on open forum but will in a PM (ask me)...maybe a group effort is needed here. I asked politely already. The flashbacks are now coming in groups and from what I've been told this is a good thing...it means I have finally earned her trust to talk about them with out feeling vulnerable...a mile stone!! She is waiting for a router to be able to get back on line and say hi to all of you (in her own time)as she misses everyone so much. I also want to say I talked to Blondelexus today as well...she doesn't sound too good but at least she is sounding (keep up with the fight my friend)!! I told her to make an appt with the doc cuz something is out of wack. She promised me she would. Special mention goes out to lovebirds for the other day too...without her there with me and her VERY timely call to me I think I would have been done. LOVE YOU lovebirds!!! As it turned out I ended up in the hospital for about an hour or so...when I get over spun I tend to have serious asthma attack. I couldn't find my inhalers so I spent time in an Oxygen tent (nothing serious) it happens usually in the summer. Note to self see doc about inhalers... thanks everyone for your unrelenting support. You all deserve a medal!!
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