I have been having a real rough time recently...haven't had suicidal thoughts or wanting to cut in a while, but now its back with a vengeance...last week I got a letter saying my medical insurance was cancelled and it just threw me into a tailspin...I applied for a new one, and even if I'm accepted (f***ing pre-existing conditions) it won't go into effect until August, so in the meantime I will run out of a lot of meds, including my depression ones, and I won't be able to see my therapist...I can't take any more crap in my life I just can't...I want to cut now more than ever and I can't even go to my therapist...I don't know what to do...the other nite I had a nightmare that I was back in the psych hospital and that just can't and won't happen ever again, especially now that I don't even have insurance...
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