I'm sure people make this same post all day long but perhaps it woul help me to write it out. I feel very panicked and afraid because of how abandoned I am. Every relationship I have ever been in ended in some argument and I never speak to them again. Three failed relationships within the past two months. So week after week I spend alone panicked about be alone an feeling like I am in some nightmare. Hours and hours of tv and no one to talk to I can relate to. Other people who have someone intimidate me and I fear they are gonna hurt me because I spend my time alone.
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