I am really scared, as I had been doing really well, and now I am crashing. I am very upset, as I will be diapointing many people who have faith in me, and have told me I was doing well. I took acting when I was in Community College back in the 80's , so I am pretty good at hiding stuff. It is not a good thing when ist is about you. I do have one friend, Gail, who I will leave a message for tomorrow. If she here desapration in my voice, she calls me right away, if not it takes a few days till she calls me. Sory for rambling, but I don't know what to do with myself.
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