I thought I was doing ok these last few weeks...even tried to stay online every day last week trying to help others....but my safe person is gone. They went on vacation to Italy and have been gone since last Wednesday. I can feel myself slowly backsliding into "the pit". I have no one to run to when it gets overwhelming. I need my friend to come back before I end up right back where I was...not wanting to live this way....I haven't been around for the last few days...but nobody has noticed anyway....I feel bad because I don't think I have made any kind of impression here...like maybe I didn't help anyone.Oh well. Guess it doesn't matter anyway. I just need Thursday to get here so i can have my safe person back.
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??