Today is my first Mothers Day (Australia). I feel unappreciated by my boyfriend. I'm looking for my cat Nelson, as this is his fourth day of being missing. I'm feeling very sad and lonely. I've never felt this unloved on special days until I was in this relationship. I want to go home to my mom's house in Melbourne, but that would be like declaring war on my bf as he won't let me take our baby away from him for any length of time. He's working two shifts today anyway, so he won't be here much. If I weren't looking for Nelson I'd so be in Melbourne by now. I want to curl up in a ball and disappear.
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