I am crazy, how do I rectify this? I have children that I am ruining. I am in a relationship that I am sabotaging for I dont have any idea why as she is the best thing that has ever happened to me. At times, I regret ever bringing her into my world. She keeps my head way above water, but there are times that I sink a bit and I bring her with me. I have no confidence and I lost the ability to feel like a man. When seeing another man in public, I find myself very substandard in that department as I have lost something, some sort of man quality that I can not put a finger on. I used to be very confident and successful, now I am so nearsighted that I can not find an outlet to regain my confidence or feel secure about myself again. I feel that I am inferior to all and that my current love should have someone else a real man. People had once found me charismatic, but I feel that I am so far from being charismatic that I am letting people down. Because of this insecurity and lack of confidence, I find that I am starting to delve into a frame of mind that I no longer want to inhabit and that everything that is great in my life will shortly be gone. Why do I want to be so unhappy? Should I let the best thing that has ever happened to me go as I dont want to make her miserable and to avoid what I feel may be the inevitable? I want to live
Posts You May Be Interested In
Hi all! This is for those of you that have or have had the same neurologist for 4 years or more. I have been with mine now since 2009. He is one of the best movement disorder secialists in the midwest. I know he is extremely busy on the lecture circuit now and in fact not taking new patients there is a huge waiting list for him. BUT.... I feel like my visits are not what they use to be. He...
I gave my 2 week notice last Friday 13th. Now to join you fine people in a life of leisure and nothing else to do but to look out for myself....is it just me or does that sound pretty boring? My goal was to live to retire and I guess having to take early retirement because of health reasons wasn't exactly the way I had planned things. I just can't stay in that building that is reeking mildew...