I keep thinking about suicide everywhere I go. It's almost as though it has taken over my whole life. No one in my family knows and I can't tell them. If they know they'll just think I'm crazy and phsychotic. Sometimes I think about overdosing on pills and the only thing that stops me is knowing how much worse my life would be if I failed. I need help, but I don't know where to get any. I need something to cling to.
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