about a year and a half ago I dropped out of college after a little less than a semester. my best friend lived next door to me in the dorm, and when I left I didn't say a word. He tried to get a hold of me for a long time and i never answered, I feel like I completely betrayed him, he later dropped out too and I feel like I'm responsible, like i've ruined his life. anyways i moved around for a while after leaving cxollege and i'm recently back at home and I've seen a couple old friends around, word has gotten to hom that I'm back in town, he recently called and left a message, I can tell he holds no bad feelings, I think he just wants a friend back. I feel horrible, it makes me want to cry to write this. I don't know what to do, I can't face him
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