i dont really know why, but im feeling really down today. Got outa work and sat in the car and cried until nine. Just feel really rundown and tired...unloved by the people surounding me in real life. I keep asking god why he's punishing me, why he keeps putting people in my life that step all over me, stab me in the back and laugh at my pain! I just dont get why, do i treat people that badly am i a horrible person to deserve such pain? I just dont get it and im tired of asking why....
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