you never said anything snappy at me, but just want you to know that you are thought well of and i'm glad you are here.

it's okay testy, you are human just like the rest of us.

Much love coming your way Testy... you are such a great poster and always positive. Im sorry your going through what you are and I hope it improves. Big Hugs.

Thanks. My life sucks cow cookies lately. Rite now I am in a lot of physical pain as well, which does not help my temper.

No problem. You havent hurt me at all. This will touch the heart of someone you have I am sure of that.

Thanks pixiedst. I guess I need to vent sometimes. Just 10 minutes ago my sister started whining and getting on my nerves, because I and my brother did some work to make it easier for me to get in and out our sliding door in the back of the house. We feed the birds and squireles, and tend to get a lot of them, so buy our feed in bulk. Well this means we have about half a dozen bags of food sitting by the doors (a tripping hazard for me). So my brother and I emptied the bags in a large bin, and put a medium sized old sauce pot I never use inside to use as a scoop. Well you should of heard her bitch about that. Now she comlanes we never consult her. What the heck!!!! We did something useful to make the place less dangerous for me, and she just has to bitch about it. I swear.... I truly want to clabber her some times. All I can add is it's a good thing I don't have a gun, because I'd have used it on her by now!!!

Big hugs testy. No hurt feelings here. Stay and talk it out if you need to.

I just wish my sister would use her brains sometimes before opening her mouth and making those comments. And she's the one who always is reminding me and everyone els around how much smarter she and my brother (who I have no complaints about) are than me because because they had further education than just high school. I could have gone to college. I even received a invitation from Thunder Bay University to apply to their arts program because one of my teachers sent them a sample of some of my art work. The only reason I did not go was because I was to ill, and needed to have many years of surgery to deal with a bone deformity. I had no insurance at the time, and the cost of the meds I needed wiped out my bank account over a three year time. It just makes me mad that she tries to constantly put me down and treat me like an idiot.