I've suffered from depression for as long as I can remember, I don't understand happiness, and don't think it is possible for me to ever be "happy". I feel guilty, and a burden if I try to reach out to people, because people will never understand how I feel, so what's the use in trying. People tell me that I've come a long way in the last couple of years, because of the effort I've put in, but I still feel the same on the inside and so my life feels harder now than ever before because I'm trying hard but have no hope for the future, but I don't know what else to do.
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