ive been goin out with this lad 4 2 yrs and we were gret 2gether. we decided to move to uni together in september and we share the same house. Thats when i got depression which was un-diagnosed for 4 months. my bf was amazing and even though i treated him like rubbish, he stuck by me. he helped me decided that i needed help early december and i started on ciprimil. i imediately felt better and although a bit rocky, me and my bf's relationship was beggining to improve, untill mid-january when i went completely nuts over summit stupid, got drunk and snogged some stranger infront of my bf. I dnt know why i did it (who knows why they do things when you have depression?) but i would do anything to take it back because he ended our relationship and slept with a mutual friend as revenge!!! I forgive him for that because we both know it was a mistake and he was under alot of stress and probabilly feeling very rejected. the thing is, 2 months on, im feeling alot better and want him bk, my heart is broken and im scared that i wont be able to fix it. I did some stupid things and he says that he doesnt love me anymore. i just want him bk and wish he would give me a second chance. i want to show him im the same person he fell in love with. how can i do that when he doesnt even aknowledge me. I can get over him (trust me, ive tried) and i just dont know what to do anymore! help! please?!!! x
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